Machination | Serial Installment Four

    As the plane bounced gently, settling on the runway, Marty grabbed his briefcase and prepared to deplane. The other parcel would be waiting for him on the luggage carousel. Or, rather, he’d have to be waiting for it , which was upsetting because there was somewhere he really needed to be.
    The several yawns he’d experienced during their approach had each been followed by an aggressive sensation of awakening. He was beginning to understand what they’d meant when they’d talked about a link to yawning.
    He couldn’t really remember at this point what he’d been watching on the TV. Currently, there was just a map of the airplane’s present location, with information about altitude and airspeed. He stared blankly at it until the plane arrived at the gate.
    His package was the first to slide down the chute inside. One of his co-passengers pawed at it curiously, but he quickly grabbed it from them and left. Shortly thereafter, he was in the back seat of a cab, instructing the driver to bring him to the nearest electronics store.
    His exhausted mind was finally beginning to lose its grasp on the passage of time, but in what seemed to be extremely short order they’d arrived in the parking lot of some enormous warehouse of a building. There was a brightly-lit logo on the front but he didn’t care enough to look at what it was.
    ”Can you wait?” he asked the driver, tossing him a rather generous amount of money.
    ”Yeah, sure.”
    Marty got out and jogged quickly into the store.
    Though it was at the very rear of the building, the stack of high-definition televisions on display were visible from anywhere in the store. He quickly navigated the carefully-arranged maze of aisles and product displays and found a smaller television away from where most of the salespeople were concentrated.
    Pawing around for a moment, he found the remote in a plastic cradle adhered to the side of the set and used the on-screen IPTV guide to call up the America First News feed. He wasn’t sure why he’d made a special trip to the store to watch, but he felt as though they were going to be telling him something really important.
    ”You know, the thirty-inch model is only four hundred dollars cheaper than the forty-two-inch one,” said an enthusiastic voice somewhere off to his right. “If you’re going to make a purchase this big, you might as well go just a little extra and get all you can out of it.”
    Marty glanced quickly at the red-shirted kid standing next to him, making sure not to divert his attention from the screen long enough to miss anything. “Uh, my apartment’s kinda small.”
    ”You can always find room. It’s twelve inches more diagonally, so it only expands the footprint by maybe another nine inches. I’m sure you’ve got nine more inches of space wherever you’d be putting something this big.”
    ”I, uh, look, I really don’t,” he replied, keeping his eyes fixed on the screen. “Sorry.”
    ”We also have lighter, flatter screens you can hang in front of things and move around when you need to. Or put it on the ceiling.”
    ”Uh, just looking, thanks.”
    ”Projectors are a little more expensive, but they take up a lot less room. All you need is some unobstructed wall space.” He continued speaking but Marty didn’t catch a word.
    A minute or two after the salesperson had eventually grown frustrated with Marty’s obvious lack of interest and left, the patterns of blocks popped onto the screen and disappeared in rapid succession. He felt as though he’d seen the effect somewhere before but he couldn’t quite place it.
    Possessing what he’d unwittingly come into the store to obtain, Marty briskly exited and returned to the cab. Before the driver even had a chance to ask, Marty leaned forward and spoke through the holes in the plexiglas, “I’ll give you an extra three hundred if you can get me to the Ambassador Bridge in five minutes.”

    *

    The young, towheaded border guard of the New Canadian Republic tried to glare at them with intimidating coldness, but his boyish, doughy features made the gesture humorously unsuccessful. Still, he had a gun so none of them dared laugh.
    ”They can cross,” he said to Ben. “You can’t.”
    ”How the hell do you expect them to get to Toronto? On foot?”
    The guard dropped his head, staring at him with mild exasperation, and sighed. “Ever hear of buses?”
    ”What do you think I’m going to do, take out an entire fucking military installation using a handgun and a motorcycle with a half-depleted turret on it?”
    ”You think we’re that good that we could stop you?” He smiled a little after a second. “That was a joke. Self-deprecating humor. Look, we’re more than willing to take in refugees and escapees and such, but unless you’re planning on defecting I can’t let you in. Mostly because there’s no way you’ll be coming back out again. Really, I’m doing you a favor — you think your guys are going to be any more lenient going the other way?”
    Ben sighed resignedly and turned to the Denises. “Well, you guys can either cross the bridge yourselves and take a bus, or we can string together some driftwood into a crude raft and float ourselves and the bike over to the other side of the river.”
    The Denise to Ben’s left said, “bus is a lot safer than that damned motorcycle.” Simultaneously the Denise to his right said, “I’m staying.” The former glared surprisedly at the latter.
    ”In Detroit?” asked Ben. “Why?”
    ”With you, dumbass,” she snapped defensively, mild embarrassment tangible in her body language.
    ”Still: Why?”
    She sighed and rolled her eyes.
    The other Denise, standing beside her, tried to get a better view of her duplicate’s expression. “Well?”
    ”I’m bored. Don’t take it the wrong way but I’ve grown kinda tired of you. I’m sick of seeing myself walking around all the time, constantly reminding me of how old I’m getting. It’s like I’ve got this walking, talking mirror around me all the time. And your voice — my voice — sounds like someone muting a trumpet with ground beef. It’s bad enough when it’s in my own head, but hearing it twice as much is torture.”
    ”Well, that’s a goddamned relief,” grumbled the other Denise. “I was going to try to ditch you when we got to Toronto. I feel the same way. Hell, you know that. You’re me. Go, have fun. Get yourself blown up.”
    After hugging her doppelgänger for a while, she started across the Ambassador Bridge into Windsor. Before leaving speaking distance, she stopped briefly and turned around. “I don’t get it, though: We were both cloned from the same person at the same time and lived about the same life since. Why didn’t I want to stay as well? ‘Cause I really don’t.”
    The staying Denise shrugged. “I killed more brain cells inhaling oven cleaner? Hell if I know.”
    Everyone was silent for a minute.
    ”Well,” said the leaving Denise, “have a nice life. Try not to die. Come visit if you don’t. Both of you.”
    They watched her walk away for a while.
    ”You should probably go, too,” advised the border guard. “Before someone sees.”
    Ben mounted the motorcycle and started it, checking the sparse instrument panels to be sure it was running. With an incredibly small nuclear reactor powering it, it was difficult to tell whether it had actually been turned on. Denise climbed on behind him. They rolled toward the bridge for a few feet, the border guard watching them closely, then u-turned back toward Interstate 75.

    Before reaching the highway onramp, Ben pulled over in front of some kind of vacant industrial building. “I’m taking you back. You can sneak across the bridge and take a different bus to Toronto. Or wherever else you want to go.”
    ”What? No. Keep driving.”
    ”I never said you could come with me, you know.”
    ”Should’ve said something earlier.”
    ”You mean I should’ve somehow preempted your deciding to stay with me before you even mentioned it?”
    ”Let’s just go, before your big metal girlfriend comes along and crushes us. We’ll talk about it later.”
    ”That’s exactly why I’m not letting you come along with me. I didn’t want to say anything on the bridge because you made it clear you wanted to get away from each other, but I have to drop you off somewhere else. Or leave you here. Your choice.”
    ”Always wanted to see California.”
    ”So, since that’s part of Canada now, I’ll drop you off at the bridge and you can find a train over. This isn’t ‘Make a Wish’, I’m just trying to get you somewhere safe where you can start a new life.”
    ”Hey, I know, how about we stay here arguing about it and get crushed by a tank.”
    He sighed exasperatedly. “Is there any way I’m going to convince you?”
    ”Nope.”
    Ben let his head drop forward and shook it slightly. “Fine. But I’m still going after Anna, so if you’re so afraid of getting crushed, anywhere around me is going to be a really bad place to be.” He started the bike toward the road. “At least you’re wearing comfortable shoes.”
    Shortly after continuing toward the highway, part of a building exploded onto the road about a hundred feet ahead of them, flaming debris raining through the subsequent dust cloud for a moment or two following.
    Ben immediately stopped the bike. “Here, for instance. Here is a very bad place to be.”
    After idling in the remains of the building she’d destroyed, taking in her surroundings, Anna launched herself into the building on the other side of the road, demolishing it as well.
    ”Well, you asked for it,” said Ben over his shoulder, riding toward the explosion.
    Denise screamed for a moment, but soon, realizing its futility, stopped.

    *

Machination | Serial Installment Three

    There were high-definition televisions lining the ticketing areas of JFK Airport, courtesy of the news organization featured on every screen. As Marty entered, carrying the package and metal briefcase he’d retrieved from a storage locker he couldn’t recall having purchased in the basement of his building, he was distracted by the broadcast and located a seat within viewing range. He still had no idea where he was going, or why.
    The stories were all the same things he’d seen earlier in the day, focusing primarily on the contagious insomnia story with predictable implication that insurgents were responsible, and he couldn’t quite pinpoint what had drawn him to sit down and watch.
    After a few minutes, the exaggeratedly-emoting newscasters segued into a commercial break, and as the feed quickly faded to black for no longer than was absolutely necessary, the same digital artifacts he’d seen at his apartment appeared briefly on the screen. He wondered whether there were service problems throughout the city, but his thoughts were quickly redirected to an inexplicable compulsion to buy a ticket for the next available flight to Detroit Metropolitan Airport.
    He also realized there was a wallet in the briefcase containing a credit card he could use to make the purchase, along with some other InfoCard he could use to check the package aboard the plane as luggage without inspection. He tracked down the nearest available automated kiosk and purchased a one-way ticket for a flight boarding forty minutes later.

    Mounted to the back of the seat in front of him was a small high-definition television. It was IPTV, but with a limited feed selection. Marty flipped through the list of available live streams using controls embedded in his armrest, halfheartedly seeking something interesting but ultimately deciding on America First News. He wished he could figure out why he’d even taken this flight, but every time he tried his brain would forcibly divert its attention to something else. Eventually he just gave up.
    A set of cheap headphones wrapped in plastic fell into his lap and he turned just in time to catch a bored-looking flight attendant tossing them carelessly from a white garbage bag. They were uncomfortable, but he clipped them to his ears and plugged them in anyway.
    He still wasn’t sure what it was that kept drawing him to this particular newsfeed. The stories had been nearly the same all day with no interesting or unpredictable developments, but he was unable to assuage a nagging sensation that there was something very important he needed to be informed about.
    Halfway through the flight, after the same news items had been reiterated in ten-minute blocks about seven or eight times, the digital artifacts once again danced across the screen. Dismissing it as service problems or atmospheric disruption he continued staring at the screen, faintly mouthing the recurring news stories from memory in synchronization with the anchorwoman. He understood now, as though it was a concept that had been clear to him for years, that he was on his way to kill someone.

    *

    ”Greetings, Sal,” said an unexpectedly pleasant voice that permeated the whole of the cockpit. “I understand we’ll be working together.”
    The small compartment was by far the most comfortable and intuitive he’d ever encountered in a military vehicle. Upon entering, a marshmallowy seat closed in behind him to seal the hatchway, reinforced from behind by at least a dozen layers of shielding. Every control in the cockpit was within immediate reach in his lap, and the view from the front of the machine was displayed on a set of curved high-definition screens that nearly entirely encompassed the front interior wall of the compartment, stretching at least as far back as his range of peripheral vision.
    His legs were enveloped by conforming, spongy padding, and he could get the machine to walk by pressing his legs firmly in a given direction. For manual control of the external arms, he could slip his own arms into similar spongy pockets to his immediate right and left. When not in use, the arms would be under the control of the artificial intelligence.
    ”Uh, hi,” he responded. “They, uh, didn’t tell me what to call you.”
    ”Kate will do.”
    ”Hi, then, Kate. Sorry, it’s just — I was expecting something a little more, uh…”
    ”Rudimentary.”
    ”I guess so, yeah.”
    ”If it would make you feel more comfortable, I could modulate my voice, pretend to be completely oblivious, and you could address me as HAL.”
    Sal laughed. “That won’t be necessary. I’ll adapt.”
    ”I thought so. Though, I can sing a charming rendition of Daisy Bell, if you’re ever interested.”
    ”I’ll keep that in mind, thanks.”
    They sat in uneasy silence for a moment, the awkwardness of which would have been exacerbated had she been a real human woman sitting there with him.
    ”Orange scent in your body wash?” she asked.
    ”How did you–”
    ”The cockpit is lined with chemical sensors. It helps me regulate life support systems and compensate for your various biochemical shifts. It has the added advantage of providing me an extremely acute sense of smell. For instance, how were the eggs?”
    ”Oh. Uh, mediocre.”
    Another awkward silence.
    ”What are we doing again today?” he asked eventually. “Something about arms, I think.”
    ”Arm interaction and balance testing.”
    ”Wanna get started?”
    ”Sure.”

    *

    Every rumor they’d heard about the Lone Star Republic had proven true. The GPS device the guards at the border had attached employed some kind of tamper-resistant seal, so that if one tried to remove it from one’s vehicle without the appropriate tools it would explode, spraying the interior of the vehicle with blue paint and probably some other chemical agent they weren’t as explicit about. Though ensured that the mechanism was only sensitive to intrusion and not regular jostling, they all still flinched at every bump in the road.
    ”Good lord ,” said Tate, about a mile after they’d gone through the painstaking process of crossing the border. “Why would anyone want to actually stay here? Is it really that big a problem?”
    Jenna shushed him. “Quiet. That stupid thing might be bugged.”
    ”I’d try to scan it to see if it’s actually even transmitting any kind of signal, but I’m afraid I’d detonate it. Do we have anything we can put over it so it doesn’t spray up our goddamned faces if it goes off?”
    ”Maybe we could take it off completely if we wrapped it in a couple socks or something and gave it a good yank,” said Mitch, obeying the speed limits more cautiously than usual.
    ”I don’t think they’d be too thrilled when we hand them a couple blue-paint-encrusted socks on our way out when they ask for their tracker back.” Jenna passed Tate a baseball cap from the back seat. It belonged to the other engineer sleeping on some jackets on the floor at the very rear of the vehicle.
    Nearly two hours later they arrived in Groom, where hundreds of people were gathered around the heavily-pocked metal goliath of Christian symbolism, their cars lining both sides of the road about an eighth of a mile in either direction. Mitch found a place to park as close to the cross as possible.
    ”Getting anything back there?” asked Tate.
    Jenna had been carefully studying the screens for the last half an hour, but there’d been no change in the readings. “Nope.”
    ”Shit.” Tate sighed. “Well, maybe we can find one of the bugs laying around somewhere or something if one of these assholes didn’t already find it and declare it the new messiah.” He opened his door and looked at Mitch. “Stay here and guard the van. Oh, and try not to wake Rip van Wetdream back there.”
    As Tate and Jenna crossed the highway, a tall, skinny couple with a slightly pudgy son and a wafer-thin teenage daughter who looked like she’d puked herself into amenorrhoea exited their nearby station wagon and jogged to join them.
    ”Come to see the miracle?” asked the mother.
    ”Uh. Sure.” Tate wondered for a moment where robotic bugs descending from the sky and eating a bunch of aluminum siding ranked in terms of miraculousness compared to walking on water and making an appearance on a grilled cheese sandwich.
    ”We drove in from Amarillo first thing after hearing about it.” The father slicked back his hair with a comb from his shirt pocket.
    ”Yeah, well, we came all the way from New Mexico . Guess we win Christian of the Month or something.” He grabbed Jenna’s arm and started shoving through the crowd toward the t-shaped monolith jutting from the ground like a stubby robot claw. Along the way they were accosted by several volunteers bearing collection bins at the ends of outstretched arms.
    Eventually they found someone who seemed to be in charge. As the man smiled friendlily at visitors, he repeated the same greeting at nobody in particular. “Greetings, welcome. Glad you could come.”
    Tate nodded at the man as they approached him, indicating he was interested in more than just saying hello. “Any idea which direction they went when they left? Or what they seemed to be doing? Were you able to catch one or maybe find one laying around on the ground somewhere?”
    ”Why do you feel the need to know?” The man chuckled toothily, a condescending expression that remained on his face as he spoke, breathily pushing out his words through smugly clenched teeth. “Can you not accept the mysteries of the Holy Spirit for what they are?”
    ”Well, if you could actually, I don’t know, prove this was a sign from God, maybe I’d be a little more inclined,” replied Tate.
    ”But faith is just that: faith. It requires no proof, or else it wouldn’t be faith.”
    ”So the idea is to ignore evidence that might be present in case it interferes with our beliefs? Neat.”
    ”When God gives us a sign, why do we have to check his handwriting? Or figure out what ink he used to write his message?”
    ”I, uh, it might have some kind of spiritual significance,” interjected Jenna, crowbarring into the conversation before Tate could provide another brusque and non-conducive response. “Like, maybe God is saying ‘look to whatever direction for the next miracle’. Or warning us against some adversary somewhere.”
    ”Ah. Well.” The man eased a little. “I watched them the whole while. When they took to the skies, they went that way.” He pointed.
    ”Well, uh, thanks, then,” said Tate, eager to take his leave. He mumbled to Jenna, “perhaps you should be marketing director.”
    ”Would I get a raise?”
    ”We’ll be lucky if we still have a company next week.”
    Deeper into the crowd, it became apparent that even if a few bugs had fallen or deactivated, they’d almost certainly been pulverized under the shuffling feet of the awestruck.
    ”You know,” said Jenna, “this apparently isn’t even the western hemisphere’s largest cross. I looked it up before we left. I read there’s a place that makes them all to the exact same height, so that they can all claim the title as a tourist attraction. Not sure how true that is.”
    ”Crazy. I wonder how they even market that kind of thing.” Peering upward, shielding his eyes from the sun with a flier he couldn’t remember being given, Tate assessed the damage, which seemed to be focused mostly around the topmost portions of the structure. “Hey, what do you suppose they were doing? The bugs, I mean, not the people building monster crosses.”
    ”My first thought was that they were treating it like some kind of antenna, but that doesn’t explain why they attacked it.” She was whispering at this point, speaking directly into his ear to avoid further displeasured looks from the people around them who were all quietly praying.
    ”Maybe they stopped to continue the script? Like, they tried to continue the Statue of Liberty, but got confused when the structure they’d started was no longer there.”
    ”Or they needed parts for repairs.”
    ”Maybe. Or they could’ve seen it as some kind of enemy. Or, shit, I don’t know. Let’s just get back to the van and get ourselves the hell out of here before we’re covered in blue paint and burned as heretics.” There was another possible explanation, he’d realized, the implications of which troubled him immensely: They were reproducing.

    *

Machination | Serial Installment Two

    Desi took the absolute minimum of comfort from the fact that she could work the rest of the day and probably the next without having to worry about the implant activating. They always spaced the days out with one or two between to ensure maximal semen saturation during the most fertile period of her cycle. She could take out the sperm worm, then, after a couple days, allowing enough time to flush out any of its already negligible traces before her monthly examination.
    They seemed to be increasingly suspicious about her persistent lack of conception. By all professional accounts she was supposed to be rabbit-level fecund — the most amusingly she’d heard it described was by a doctor who’d called her “explosively fertile”. She anticipated it wouldn’t be long before she was caught.
    Across the touch screen built into her desk were splayed the manufactured, strikingly realistic-sounding stories that were supposed to pass as news and nearly always succeeded at it. The generally unimportant reports were usually real news; anything that could possibly be construed as polemic or political or having to do with the ongoing war was always fabricated, or at least favorably edited to such an extent that it might as well have been. People usually cared the most about the news that directly pertained to their daily lives and activities. As long as that was verifiably real, the rest would seem so as well.
    The newest story was about the apparently contagious insomnia, a growing concern with predictable blame placed on what the government and its subsidiary news organizations liked to call “terrorist insurgents”, who were in actuality mostly just the opposition in the rather frosty but apparently ongoing civil war. With a swift swipe of her hand, she slid it over into a folder icon on the left side of the desk marked “Clear”, and the next story automatically replaced it in the center of the screen.
    She was supposed to file any stories that seemed potentially subversive into “Flag”, where they’d be sent to one of the editors’ incoming “Flag” folders. The editor would “correct” the article and send it back, then initiate an investigation into wherever the offender may have intervened in the article’s assembly process. Often, she suspected the editors sent out intentionally “defective” articles themselves, as a test of the target recipient’s loyalty. For this reason, she made sure to read every article carefully for any signs of anything that might question the greatness of America. Unless you were paying close attention, some witty bit of subtle satire — like adding an extra synonym or two for some patriotic words to a phrase that had already been modified in such a ridiculous way, e.g. “Free New Free Freedom York” — might slip through and actually be read on the air. Lack of “patriotic duty” wasn’t nearly as serious a crime as writing the article to begin with, but it was still a punishable offense. And once they began their inquiry into her life, they would uncover everything — the implant, the sperm worm, Nemo’s connections — so it was safest to err on the side of rampant paranoia.
    All of the bullshit displayed on her desk screen each day had been shoveled in from somewhere in Richard’s building deeper in D.C. She shuddered a little every time she remembered that some of it may have even been orchestrated directly by him. It made her want to wash her hands, even though the files she was in contact with were all digital.
    After combating the psychosomatic sliminess that seemed to accompany even the idea of Richard Packard, she moved on to the next story about an assassination attempt by terrorists, foiled thanks to the unrelenting patriotism of the American people. It was undoubtedly fabricated; she’d developed a knack for identifying all the earmarks of a fake report. The three suspects — likely random bearded men of Arabic descent photographed on a sound stage and paid for their time — were all supposedly being detained on one of the New Liberty Army’s battleships.
    There was an accompanying media resource snippet, which she was also required to screen for subversive content. One never knew when someone with, for instance, an unpatriotic t-shirt might wander through the background. The video was a brief interview with the everyday hero who’d provided the information leading to the arrest. Despite an excellent job with makeup and post-processing and the fact that the woman was a spectacular actress, Desi recognized her as a coworker from one of the upstairs floors.
    She closed the report’s package and dragged its folder into “Clear”, making way for the next one. As she was enlarging it for easier reading, she yawned and stretched a little. Shit , she thought, hope I’m not catching that contagious insomnia .
    ”WHEN MEN SEE SHAPES IN THE SHADOWS OF THE MOON, THEY’RE REALLY ONLY SEEING THEMSELVES,” read the next file. She slid it around on her desk with her fingertips, enlarging and shrinking it, turning it, looking for something more, but that was it.
    ”What?” she asked, aloud. Someone’s personal note must have gotten mixed up and included in the reports. As unusual and nonsensical as it was, it was hard to believe it was some kind of intentional attempt at sneaking a subversive message into the broadcast.
    She slid it over to the “Flag” icon, highlighting it, but paused before letting it go. Likely it was an innocent error — perhaps someone wasn’t paying attention to what they were doing and slid this stupid note in by mistake. The subsequent and undoubtedly inevitable investigation might ruin this person’s life, or at least his or her ability to ever urinate comfortably again.
    Of course, if this was actually a test of her loyalty, they’d accounted for all of the possible excuses she could give for not reporting the note. They’d likely have to “reeducate” her to ensure her future willingness to sacrifice individual for country.
    ”Oh goddamn it,” she grunted, nearly inaudibly. She hesitated a moment longer, then withdrew the file from the icon and tossed it up into a corner to deal with it later. She feigned a violent sneeze while doing it, moaning and sniffling afterward, in case they’d planted a bug in the room. If anyone asked, she could claim she sneezed with her hand on the screen, messing up all her files and losing the one in question.
    The next story popped up in its place — a saccharine “hero story” from the “front lines”, where troops were flushing out insurgents from disputed territories. She recognized the actor playing the soldier as a man named Jeremy, whose office had been a couple doors down from hers until he’d been promoted a few months ago.

    *

    Surprisingly exhausted after a completely unproductive day at work, Marty collapsed onto his couch, his eyes reflexively tracking the moving images on the television he’d apparently left on that morning. He was barely even aware of what was on.
    At first, the insomnia had proven somewhat beneficial. In his first week of early workdays at his thankless and unimportant office job, he’d managed to catch up with a backlog he’d had for months. It wasn’t as though it actually mattered, but it felt good to get ahead. Over the course of the last month, however, the lack of sleep had worn him into a zombie-like state where he could barely accomplish much more than feeding himself when the need arose. Even then, it was getting to the point where the hunger pains really needed to cramp his belly to get his attention.
    The TV provided the only illumination in the room; he’d stopped bothering with any of the other lights in the hope that a darker atmosphere would help contribute to his ability to sleep. This theory continually proved false.
    He glanced down at the precooked chicken pot pie he’d taken out of the microwave maybe ten minutes ago and had forgotten about, and his eyelids began to drop a little. As his head rolled back into the padded outcropping of couch behind it, he drew in a powerful yawn. After a moment, when his eyes had nearly completely closed, he shuddered a little and shot upright as though he’d never even been tired.
    ”Motherfucker,” he yelped. Tears pooled in the corners of his eyes, and he began to sob a little.
    He grabbed the pot pie from the table, nearly tossing it into his lap, and bitterly started shoveling it into his mouth. It was the same meal he’d had every night for the last two weeks, but it didn’t really matter since he could barely taste anything anymore anyway.
    The news cut to a commercial break, mostly composed of advertisements for mattresses and sleep aids, and he muted the TV wondering how much the ‘sleep industry’ would be benefitting from all of this.
    He reactivated the sound when the news came back on. Midway through the first story, digital artifacts appeared briefly on the screen, accompanied by a burst of noise similar to the sound of a fax machine. Panic filled him, blossoming from fears that the only source of distraction from the wide-awake nightmare he’d been experiencing might break, or that the signal might be cutting out.
    When it didn’t appear again after a few minutes of fiddling with the TV, he shrugged it off and lay down on the couch.
    It was over an hour later when he regained consciousness, but he wasn’t sure he’d actually slept. He arose from the couch with as profound a grogginess as any human had ever experienced, and his head felt like a group of kids had borrowed it for a game of kickball.
    Nearly reflexively, he grabbed the bottle of aspirin he kept on the table and washed it down with the remainder of his iced tea. Swarms of unfamiliar thoughts flittered through his brain but were moving too quickly for him to catch. It was like waking up from thousands of tiny dreams, only to have all memory of them immediately slip away back into his subconscious.
    He turned off the TV, shoved his feet into his boots and headed out the front door, wondering where the hell he was taking himself.

    *

    A grey utility van bearing the Tettix Robotix insignia rolled to a stop along a strip of Interstate 40, just east of Albuquerque. They’d embarked from the desert a couple hours after the bugs — and all their potential investors, for that matter — had departed, after finding a news report online from a small town called Groom in the Lone Star Republic about a swarm of bugs forming briefly around an enormous cross made of metal sheeting before ascending again into the skies. Eyewitnesses had interpreted the event as a message from God, an indication of the imminence of the end of the world or a sign of some coming plague. Tate had interpreted it as an indication of the flight path of the electronic insects he’d lost several hours earlier.
    He sat in the passenger seat, pulling up a map from the internet using one of the satellites mounted to the roof of the van. Despite absolutely abhorring dress clothes, especially in the desert, he was still wearing his suit from the presentation. He hadn’t had time to head back to his hotel room to change.
    ”Anyone mind if I turn up the air conditioner? This laptop is really baking my crotch.” There was a silence. He reached for the knob. “No one?”
    ”You should try putting it on a briefcase or something,” said Jenna Xun, the engineer who’d been running the presentation that morning. She was in the back of the van monitoring the tracking equipment.
    ”Ah, thanks. That suggestion probably would’ve been more helpful before I went completely sterile, but thanks all the same.”
    ”I’m… sorry? I was just–”
    Tate sighed loudly, interrupting her. “No, don’t apologize. I should. I’m just a little stressed about the prospect of hundreds of millions of dollars of prototypes deactivating and dropping into some kid’s yard for him to smash up in fights with his Transformers or whatever.”
    ”It’s okay,” she replied. It was obvious — to her, at least — that he blamed her for the disappearance of the insects. After all, she’d been the one who’d programmed and run the entire demo. She blamed herself as well, despite being almost positive it wasn’t her fault in a way she hadn’t quite figured out yet.
    ”You getting anything? On the sensors?” asked Tate, over his shoulder.
    Jenna checked the screen she’d been monitoring in case anything new had shown up over the last few seconds. “Nope. Nothing. Just noise.”
    ”Damn, just remembered to ask, but did everyone bring their passports?” asked Tate. “They’re going to check when we get to the border. And coming back out again will probably be worse.”
    The driver, a man named Mitch, pulled back onto the road after one of the other engineers returned through the rear doors of the van from a roadside bathroom break. “I hear they’ve been attaching GPS tracking devices to visitors’ cars, to make sure they’re actually only visiting. If you’re not out when you said you’d be out, it alerts the authorities in the area where the transmitter is located. They scan your InfoCards at the border when you go in, and use them to track you down if you don’t go out.”
    ”Are they really that fascist about it?” asked Jenna. “I mean, I’m sure those are the official rules and all, but are they that strictly enforced?”
    ”I think so, actually,” replied Mitch. “They’ve got this huge, creepy volunteer force that guards the borders. I heard they’re starting to build a fence around the entire perimeter, starting down on the Mexico side.”
    ”Well,” said Tate, “let’s be sure to get the hell out of there as soon as possible then.”

    *

Machination | Serialization Installment One

I’ll be putting the first installment behind a cut, due in part to it being much larger than future installments will be. It’s longer because I’ve already released this portion as a preview in .rtf format, and the reason that was as long as it was is because I felt it a good length to introduce all the characters.

Future installments will be displayed in bigger chunks and cut after a couple weeks.

You’ll be able to view the complete book as it’s released at This Page, which is currently under construction but I’m working on it. The menu bar at the bottom will be better-looking and better-integrated, for one thing, with a few additional options, and there will be a title at the top and such.

I’ll explain my motivations for releasing it this way later but for now I just want to get this ball rolling.

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Baby Daddy

This discussion came up recently and I wanted to share my thoughts on the issue.

Obviously, a woman should have the right to her own body and the right to choose whether a fertilized embryo or a fetus inside said body is actually carried to term or not or et cetera, regardless of what the father or elected representatives or anti-abortion protest movements would rather she do. It belongs to her, end of story.

This of course means that the father has absolutely no say in the matter. And rightly so, really, since again it IS her body, and the alternatives are either forcing a woman to carry to term a child she doesn’t want or forcefully and nonconsensually removing from her body a blastocyst/embryo/fetus that she does want, both of which are effectively worse than rape.

Anything less than giving a woman complete control over her body effectively removes her choice entirely, since there is no way that any kind of compromise can actually be achieved. And giving men equal say just because “it’s his baby too!” basically reduces everything to primitive property law that treated living things as belongings. We’ve evolved beyond that.

Given the inherent imbalance of the situation — which is (and I feel I need to stress this) as it should be, with the woman in complete control of the offspring until it leaves her body — there are certain factors we need to take into consideration. I’m referring specifically to a father’s parental obligation.

If we don’t allow a father to absolve himself of parental responsibility if his partner wishes to carry to term a child he doesn’t want, we’re forcing an individual who has absolutely no choice in the matter — and again, rightfully so — to be burdened with a (not in any sense trivial, and likely lifelong) responsibility for something that’s entirely another person’s decision. And while this isn’t by any means tantamount to forcing a woman to do something or have something done with her body that she doesn’t want, it’s still wrong. A different, substantially less severe level of wrong, yes, but wrong nonetheless. It’d be like if a person somehow had the legal authority to sign someone else’s name to a mortgage on a house they don’t want to live in.

Of course, in order for this to make sense, there needs to be an established structure with a reasonable window of opportunity for the decision to be made so that guys aren’t just bailing in the delivery room, and beyond that window absolution of responsibility would require the mother’s consent. I also feel that the action should be a matter of public record so that the guy can’t just go around ditching pregnant women without any potential future mates knowing about it. And of course there would need to be limitations on absolution in cases of frequent or repeat or multiple petitions for absolution, and it would be absolutely impossible for absolved fathers to regain parental responsibility/rights without the mother’s consent, etc, etc.

The thing is, if we’re truly working toward genuine sexual equality — which is what I’ve always believed the goal of feminism to be — then women can’t be the only ones with the right to decide whether or not they want or are ready for parental obligation or responsibility when a pregnancy arises.[1] There’s simply no other way of defining “equality” without, well… treating all equally.[2]


Further Thoughts:

I’ve seen arguments to the effect that giving fathers the freedom to absolve themselves of parental responsibility is effectively implicitly pressuring women into having abortions because they won’t be able to afford the baby on their own, and that this is just as bad as removing choice entirely.

But, well, a couple things:

a) If the only reason a woman has decided to carry to term and keep the baby is because she expects that she’ll be able to rely on the father to pick up part of the expense of raising the child, she probably ought to go with the decision she’d have made in the event he unexpectedly died. All this really does is force her to factor into her decision more possible contingencies (which should include things like unemployment, birth defects, death of the baby’s father, abandonment of the baby’s father, her own death, etc.) and change her mind accordingly.

It’s hard to buy “but more women might feel they have to have abortions if they take into account that they might end up having to raise the thing on their own than would if they remained ignorant to the possibility” as a valid point.

b) This argument could just as easily be made to support a law saying that no pregnant woman could ever be fired from a job or evicted from an apartment regardless of circumstance or context, because such a change in her situation could railroad her into getting an abortion, effectively removing her choice.

I’ve also seen arguments to the effect of “shut up until men have uteruses” and “if you’re not having it, you don’t get to decide”, which, well, are little more than just insultingly dismissive. However, I’d like to address a couple ideas, mostly in the forms of some questions I have:

a) If you support this concept, then how do you feel about women who carry to term with the intention of giving the subsequent baby up for adoption? Should they be able to do this? Why? Why do you feel fathers shouldn’t be allowed to do the same?

In a case where the mother carries to term with the intention of keeping it but then changes her mind after she delivers, and the father wants the baby, should the mother be able to absolve herself of parental obligation without the consent of the father? Should she be required to pay child support?

b) (A ridiculous hypothetical:) Let’s say it’s the future, and blastocysts/fetuses can be painlessly teleported from a woman’s body directly into a uterine replicator, which is a device that will bring the fetus to term outside a human body. Let’s say the transfer had to be made within one month of conception, and that a couple that had just accidentally conceived was unsure whether they wanted to actually keep it, and had it transferred into a uterine replicator before the deadline in case they did. Ultimately, the father decided to keep the child, but the mother doesn’t want it.

Should she be able to absolve herself of her parental obligation, or should the father be allowed to force her pay child support even though she wants nothing to do with the child and had absolutely no choice in whether or not it came into existence? Why?

[1] If this whole idea seems icky, by the way, or like it’s just deadbeats wanting to shirk responsibility, remember that there are plenty of guys who actually want to become fathers who still have no say in the matter when their partner chooses to terminate the pregnancy.

[2] And while we can’t actually treat everyone equally with regard to the pregnancy itself (and again, rightly so), we can treat everyone equally with regard to obligation to the pregnancy. That is, if a mother isn’t obliged to keep it (which, again, she shouldn’t be), then a father shouldn’t be obliged to either.